Sex City

Was ripped off the double price and paid 40 Euros instead of 18 or 20 for two hours taxi ride. Then the driver pointed out I had signed a bill excluding the highway tax. I was so fucked that I just said, that both of us shoudn´t consider such ideas any further and stared into his eyes ... not a nice way in a culture of loose-face but his way wasn´t gentlemen-like either. Nevertheless it worked ... he lost no word about the tax anymore. Having had two hours of sleep in the tourist packed Thai plane was no pleasure as well as backseats on highways aren´t. But the destination´s asses are. I have never seen a place like this. Fifty percent of the city´s population ist employed as sex workers - the other fifty are men. You have endless streets here fronted by bars with dozens of girls inside, one more beautiful than the other with their sexy Asian eyes. Shaking their coffee brown cheeks wearing hotpants and appearing like nymphs in their almost only velvety skin covered thight bodies. “Sexy boy I see you, already falling in love with you!” ... the way she cried taht out ... I must say that a cheap quotation like this can only be forgiven such a hot bitch - admitting that this excuse derives from as cheap men phantasies, I do also sometimes suffer from. Due to my own very “optical” perception that all does also attract my senses but I am not loosing the awarness for this all being a big illusion for dreaming men who don´t know or are able to ignore the social structures behind all this. Sometimes you got 5 gals around you starting to kiss you and so...but smalltalk and smiling back seems to work here. The girls are all nice and don´t bother you too much expect of the visual aspect. As a loving boyfriend I will resist these bio-material short time satisfactions and illusions. So far to the first impressions. I am just home after having been at Seven Eleven. How much I missed it. (Consume and satisfaction again the issue ...) I bought Gatorade, Fruit Mentos, Soy Milk, Grass Jelly Drink, Water and a kind of green little dough balls filled with almond cream or egg yolk or whatever it is. They call it Moji. And Moji is the little discovery that I made today. And that´s what I love this part of the world for - the never ending little discoveries. My residency is currently shifting to being more time in Southeastasia than at home. In contrast to former stays moving around and living here lost a bit of it´s big-adventure character and became almost normal. I am less culture-shocked and more open for subtle things, from little Moji balls I never paid attention to before to aspects of social interaction.

Few days later - Now to my first night out on Walking Street: Kathoey are difficult here in Thailand. Not as easygiong and friend-like as in Indo. Money rules. Some don´t wanna be shot, others want 10 Euro for one picture and 50 for a shooting. Building confidence here will be very hard if not even impossible. Got one appointment tomorrow at noon in their appartment. He/She gave me her key...maybe a sign of mutual trust? Sat in that club and all were so unbelievable pretty. One was dancing in front of me on the bar, crouching down, sperading her legs and her perfect plastic surgery pussy was opening in front of my eyes. Couldn´t believe it. Looked so tasty that I could have eaten it to my beer. And it was wet! Other countries, other customs. Coz I am not familliar with them I didn´t dare to take the picture. Positioning a 135mm Canon Lens in front of her might not have been appreciated. I do indeed a more decent camera, Ixus something like this. Next day I did some pose photos with Oh in the park.



She told me about the difficulties of the scene here and remembered me to be careful with her colleagues. Later on I bought the IXUS 55. For the non pose but habitat-sessions that are my aim it is the only rational choice and thus a good investment.
In the evening I brought the prints to Oh and got to know Moji – another Moji, some very strange but nice chance. Because she is a nice person, I would have never expected to meet there. We went out togehther. We have been in a Thai Disco. Later I found out that she is a girl but few years ago was a boy. I hope to see her again and spend some more time with her – because I would like to find out more about her life and because she is such a lovable person.